Today, I have got enough courage
I want to drown in the sea and touch its bottom
And when I drown I expect to meet god
Why don’t you save me?
I will ask god
Again and again
My cries would dissolve in the cold water
And my eyes would see the vastness around
And I will keep asking
Why don’t you save me?
At my home and at work
I couldn’t confront god like that
It is my savior and creator
My light and my life
But to put a question in front of God is not good conduct
As if killing one’s eternal curiosity is not a crime
God out there is someone sitting on a pedestal
Ready to get offended by people and punish them accordingly
As I am reaching the bottom of the sea
With more ferocity, I ask
Why don’t you save me?
And I hit my head hard on a rock
And I am bleeding
And still, god won’t come leaving aside its ego
I am not that stupid to fall into this trap of faith
I know it’s just a dream
But if someday
If I got enough courage
I will save myself and stop bothering god
And I would come up to the shore
And I would ask everyone around
Have you got enough courage?
